1. |
ok
01:49
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i've been struggling with an insecurity, insecurity
i dont understand how it came to be,came to be
i've had it ever since i was a little kid
still dont know how to deal with it
i've had it ever since i was a little kid
still dont know how to deal with it
i mean life passes by and you learn new things
learn to cope with it all, learn to be on top of it
but shit
aint it gonna go away?
am i gonna be ok?
and im not the only one, there's plenty people like me
staring at the gun, not scared but feeling empty
The feeling is so evil it's a reason to be fearful of the present
I question why so many people suffer with depression
just wanna live a normal life
but it's the same all day all night
doenst matter what i do, might blow up like im dynamite
and i dont what to do, and i dont know what to say
to make you feel better about my day.
cause it was pretty shit,
i admit to it
it's not rocket science, im not a happy kid
i dont jump around and smile all day
cause i really dont feel like im ok
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2. |
dizzy walls
02:54
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One too many drinks, one too many drinks
one too many drinks
maybe it was that cig, maybe it was that cig
maybe it was that cig
i hype myself up
looking at myself
looking at myself
the mirror shows, i tell
it shows, i tell
i hype myself up
looking at myself
looking at myself
the mirror shows, i tell
it shows, i tell
i dont know
how to feel about
the dizzy walls around me
they surround me
im drunk
off of life, and beer (and beer and beer)
im drunk
off of life, and beer (and beer and beer)
i hype myself up
looking at myself
looking at myself
the mirror shows, i tell
it shows, i tell
i hype myself up (one too many drinks)
looking at myself(one too many drinks)
looking at myself (one too many drinks)
the mirror shows, i tell (maybe it was that cig)
it shows, i tell (maybe it was that cig)
i hype myself up
looking at myself
looking at myself
the mirror shows, i tell
it shows, i tell
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3. |
alive
01:48
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Sitting on the balcony
Thinking what my life should be
I’m straded all alone in space
Remember when I saw your face
Wondering how im still alive
How im still alive
How im still alive
Music that saved me
Twisting knobs and playing
Felt a deeper power
Fell in love with creating
Now im fighting with myself
Fighting with myself
Critizing, vandalizing, all my work
Until I step away, hate on every step I take
things don’t seem to go my way, exstitential crisis every day
give all of my thanks to my friends and their deeds
you really made me feel, like i could be me
even tho i didn't express it, so explicit, had my reasons for it
doubted you guys to the last question, and when you asked what is it
just shut my mouth like nothing happened
Sitting on the balcony
Thinking what my life should be
I’m straded all alone in space
Remember when I saw your face
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4. |
clouds
01:31
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clouds in the sky, clouds in my mind
when the sky is fogged up, the warming sun is left behind
so sad but yet so kind, the grey inspires me, i find
a creative sliver in my mind , the outside world now subsides
to my surprise, im back again, so fast again
to my demise, im sloppy so im hesitant
i dont wanna have to feel so incompetent
another wannabe rapper back on the internet
learning is my main goal,
and everything that unfolds
from that process shines with truths that are still left untold
clouds, yet grey
they reflect everything that surrounds them, everything that's around them
in light, that's how i found them
i see my self in them
i see myself because i reflect all this influence, it's not a coincidence
in everything i do, reflecting, repeating back
the sun is still behind me, but the clouds is where it's at
i'm not tryna reach a new plane to find a new world
where everything is an idea of the perfect shape and form
creativity can exist in linear path
i colored inside the lines but used every color that i had
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5. |
come thru
01:26
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nothing ever seems to work
nothing ever seems to go the way i want
and i've seen it all, and this shit sucks
i've been here before and it still sucks
not finding fucks, give so many about you
not fucking sluts, that aint something i would do
but i dont wanna be stuck in this situation
and i dont wanna feel like im stuck here with you
i never told you we can be us, i never told you "we can do this"
and i could hold you but it dont mean shit, and i warned you i might not feel it,
but im still here fuckin with it, i mean life is a bitch, i dont know what it is
with men, mostly our dicks, shit
ye but i still come thru when the time is right
still come thru when the time is right
after a couple of beers on a friday night
shit's pretty tight, shit's pretty tight
ye but i still come thru when the time is right
still come thru when the time is right
after a couple of beers on a friday night
shit's pretty tight, shit's pretty tight
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